Saturday, December 31, 2011

Happy New Year 2012

Start new year at Takasaki, Japan. Another 12 week to go. Wish for 2012? 27 year old, what should i dream? i didn't expect big things happend within this year. i wish, i pray i will

  • More mature face the problems that come.
  • More confident as a Nuclear Research Officer.
  • Closeness to Allah.

Finally, i wish i will will meet with a man who want to be with,love and take care my feeling. Seriously, i already feel tired to begin a relationship and tired bear the emotional.

with love
Takasaki, Gunma JAPAN

Monday, December 26, 2011

2011- I expecting the sky, but it was too high then i stuck at coconut tree

Life at the age of 26 years, 2011 must be year full of joy and sorrow. However, that's life. First, thanks to Allah for the extended age, given good health and better livelihood.

Still working as a research officer at the Malaysian Nuclear Agency. Entering first year of work, daily life is filled with a rather dull routine job.Wake-up, drive like formula1 driver, punch card, breakfast. then start working. a bit disappointed with some superior who are love to been in comfortable zone

Thanks to a former Director, Dr. Khairulzaman already pension Sept. 2011, chose me to attend the IAEA RCA traning at Advanced Radiation Technology Institue, Jeounp-up Republic of Korea. During the training, i get to know the real Radaiation Chemistry Research and some lecture on it.

Langit tidak selalu mendung,Result for MEXT Nuclear Exchange Resercher Programm 2011 outlast July, I one of the lucky girl. Since OCT 2011, I will spend time working at Japan Atomic Energy Agency, Takasaki as MEXT Reserch Officer . This attachment will be ended in March 2012.

An extremely critical to be informed, it's true, I'm not always lucky in love. Too much sadness from happiness, so many difficulties faced. in the early years, my relationship with farhan as usual even though he was away working at the Kluang. For lovers who try to understand I learn how to love long-distance, which has nothing else I believe.So far, farhan never do anythings about other women but who knows hearts. Everthing ended before the Ramadhan, no storms, no hurricanes .. he left without any word.
Life must go on, Recover the broken heart to Japan, self-reflection. Try to start a relation with a man from the southern region of Malaysia, It is more difficult than I expected. At present, no one man who b in my heart. I pray for the happiness to all the people i loved before.

Congratulations to all my siblings,kak long graduared in MSc (genetic),girl MBA and Faird BSc (Maratime). thanksgiving to Allah to give my parents health. This year, on the first day arrived in Takasaki, Maklong(the father) passaway. Al-Fatihah. 2011 none of the single person who married or engaged. New born, baby sarah son's of my cousin and Abg mamat Kak Aidah

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Unbearable Feeling...

I can slept since 3 days ago. think what going on during the new year holiday here. Will stuck at Takasaki? Erm.. Miss some'one' but dun know who.. lay on the bed, update the blog and cry.. what happened?

Thursday, December 15, 2011

The 42nd Tokyo Motor Show : Part I

As promise, i managed to find good time to write about this great event. Last Saturday, Ma-san and i enjoy our trip to Tokyo. Takasaki to Tokyo took about 1 h 40 min by local train not bullet train (Shenkasen). So as plan with Ma-san we plan to move around 8 am, but Ma-san work commitment drag the time until 9.00 am. Cycle from our dormitory to Kuragano St about 30 min and take train to Tokyo. Arrived Ueno St. strigt to Tokyo Big Sight where the show held

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Superb Busy!

Seperb busy.. I need to get ready for my 1st presentation tomorrow. Busy reading all the journal and books which sometime felt i am born for these such things. I start doing grafting from zero, never do these research before. i need to understand every single chemistry reason. Promise to update about Japan Motor show!!! seriously, i didn't scroll all the picture. Ok.. now just take a fews minute for my lovely blog.

1 day.. 4 pack of nescafe 3 in 1

Messy ofice table.. scientic right? u didn't see Dr. Saiki's table.. Lbh kurang je

My slide presentation. gud luck Fatahiyah!!!

Saturday, December 10, 2011

Will Updates Soon

Just come back fro Th 42nd Tokyo Motor Show 2011. Will write about it soon. still tired. very interesting.

Train ticket and the entrance ticket

Monday, December 5, 2011

New Bag to work

Yesterday, the sadness release when i arrived my parcel. 2nd items online shopping. i bought Tommy Hilfiger Tote. Boleh la.. since i didn't bring any handbag beside my green bagpack. Its look weired i bring it to the office. Because i attaced at office not university like before. erm.. 3000 yen including shipping. i think it worth.

Enuf for my stuffs.. logbook, Journal, organizer and wallet..

new toys


Monday, as usual busy with work and laboratory work. since Dr. Saiki not well, so i just finish some of the laboratory work. but today I feel so sad, i can't tell what deep inside my heart. Just need to be patience and conscious my life. when i in my room i just see and read something make me happy. the time will arrive soon. The best were Allah specify. Allah will not test the servant, if the servant is not able to face. Insya Allah, everything will be fine.

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Ordinary Friday : Messy

1st friday in December 2011. my location now at Takasaki, Gunma Japan. Having attachement which make my live little disaster. Experince at young age will be usefull soon. Actually, Dr. Saiki away for almost 2 weeks. Yesterday he here, so i start to rearrange all the result for him. This morning i review my logbook. OMG.... soo messy... this weekend i have work to do. Arrange the logbook. By the time nk present, so disaster.